something you should have known

Hey boy, do you mind to go away from my brain?
I hate this, when I can’t stop thinking of you.
I’m tired crying all the time.
I wouldn’t dream about you anymore.

I don’t know how to say.
This pain hurts me so much.
Now you think that I’m just a fool cause I put him became my universe.
Yes, I’m a fool if I do that.
Seriously, I won’t.
I won’t put someone became my everything
because I know how terrible it would kill me when I did it.

My heart doesn’t under my control now.
It’s yours.

But sorry, I’m not a stupid one.
I try to save my heart.
Before you dominate mine more terrify, I take my rights.
I try to recovery mine.
Even if it would be pretty hard, I know I can.
I can through it all.
No more pain.
No more hurt.
No more sorrow.
No more tears.
No more suffer.
No more sadness.
Please God, let me happy without him.